wow it's been ages since i last came here, i even forgot i had an online journal can you believe that. he he.
anyway this aint supposed to be a happy post but rather to invite my dear readers to join me to mourn the beginning of my prelims aka as my death journey. as the days go by, it inevitably brings my closer to my death, to doom, to hell. every night i go to bed feeling exhausted and it takes me a while to fall asleep after countless tossings and turnings, trying to consolidate all that ive studied in the day, and when i suddenly dont remember stuff i wake up go flip up my notes and check to refresh my memory before getting into bed again. this kind of psychotic behaviour aint my cuppa tea.
i think i started too late, and i shouldnt have played through my whole J1 year. yes.. all the should haves and could haves. oh well too late now.
my prelim schedule
mon: econs essay
tues: lit paper 1
wed: math p1 and geog p2
fri: lit paper 2
mon: geog p1
tues: econs p1
wed: math p2
and thennnnnnnnn..... im gonna play like hell all the way till sunday before i start the journey for the most dreaded As. so wed is mambo, fri is homeclub/dxo do a lil shopping, mani/pedi, maybe redo my hair extensions cos they're all falling out. and file all my notes and chart out a new A level study timetable. cant wait to get prelims over and done with, i dont even know why im so stressed since it doesnt count for shit. hurhur hopefully it doesnt go too bad. im gonna be so stressed every day the next week i'll cry every day MOST DEFINITELY. he he
okay byeeeeeeeeeeee